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goodbye 2009, hello 2010

  • 01/01/10 7:11 pm

So, how did you bring in the new year?
I went to dinner and a house party.

Who have you kissed in the past month?
George 

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone's shoulder?
mhmm

Are you currently logged into Facebook?
i am indeed.

Do you read PostSecret every Sunday?
not every sunday.

Have you stayed up past 3am in the past week?
that's like my bedtime. 

How many blankets are currently in your bedroom?
um...at least 5. 

Do you make your smiley faces backwards? [like this: (: ]
sometimes.

Would you rather get rid of autumn or spring?
neither of them. getting rid of a season would fuck up nature.

Do you know what you're going to do with the rest of your life?
i'd like to think so.

Do you hang out with people who are younger than you?
sure, sometimes.

Have you ever spilled nail polish everywhere?
not that i can remember

Are you more of a Hot Topic person or an Abercrombie person?
abercrombie.

Are you in your pajamas at the moment?
actually, i am. about to shower, though

Is your birth year an odd number?
'89 ;)

On Facebook, do you have people listed as your siblings who aren't really your siblings?
i don't have any siblings listed, lol

Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook that are all mushy and gross and NO ONE CARES?
it's on each other's wall... not really directed to you, so really in a way it's not like you should be reading it anyway regardless if it shows up on your news feed or not. 

Do you ever say "FAIL" when people mess up?
hahaha yeah.

Does your cell phone have a case on it? What color?
nope.

So what do you think about Chris Brown now?
i don't care.

What was the last song you had on repeat?
tick tock - kesha, probably.

Who is your favorite person to watch on youtube?
5AG & shane dawson

Ever kissed someone your parents hate?
probably; they don't know who i've kissed 

What do you like about the last person you kissed?
he's different then all the other guys i've seen/liked.

What do you think about your cousins?
i rarely see them, so idfk

What's the most you've ever read in a day?
a lotttt, whenever I actually had time I devoured books like there was no tomorrow. 

Do you think the name Sage is for boys or girls?
girl.

Do you have a favorite radio station?
hot 89.9 

Do you ever save things as a draft or a note in your phone so you can remember them later?
yup, sometimes.

Do you use Sharpies often?
never?

Did 2009 go by too fast or too slow for you?
considering all that happened in 2009, it went by at a good enough speed... yet, i'm content that it's over with.

What's better: Capri Sun or Kool-Aid Jammers?
either or. 

What didn't you get for Christmas that you asked for?
i didn't ask for anything.

Any weird fears?
possibly? i guess it depends on your definition of weird. *shrugs*

Would you say that you've become more of a slut or less of a slut since a year ago?
ahahah more. but i'm still not a slut.

Any important firsts that happened during 2009?
first&last - online dating... i have no idea what i was thinking then.

Are you older or younger than most of your friends?
younger.

What does the last text that someone forwarded to you say?
i don't get forwards?

Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh?
pokemon!

How often would you say you take naps?
a couple times a week. i love naps :)

Have you ever played "the game"? Ya know, that game you play with your friends where the first person to think of "the game" loses?
no xD

What are your opinions on Kanye West (even though he's kinda old news...)?
some of his music isnt that bad.

What is your third favorite movie?
xD

Does anyone you know exaggerate a lot?
oh, yeah.

How many songs are on your iPod?
not enough, like an 8th of my itunes library :(


if i had it all, y'know, i'd fuck it up.

  • 02/08/09 4:34 am
I haven't written in here in a while.


topic #1
I miss him. I really do... Or do I miss the way he made me feel? I don't know. He always seemed to listen, and understand me. As much as he /hurts/ me, I still want him. How fucked up is that? We barely talk anymore. Whenever I see him sign on, I secretly hope that he'll start a conversation with me. I've learnt that I can't start the conversation because it goes nowhere. So I sit anxiously, impatiently awaiting him to start a conversation. However, the moment he does - I instantly wish he hadn't. He starts talking about his current relationship, or past relationships that he pushed me to he side for. This hurts. Immensely. Not that I'd willingly tell him this. It's not like he cares. He's changed so much - I don't even know the new him. I miss him.

You once said that you were taking me for granted, no actually you said this on several occasions. I hastily denied it each time. ... Now I think you were, and you were such an asshole to allow it to happen over and over again. For this, I hate you.

I ask, is it possible to truly hate somebody to the point you want to make them feel what you're feeling yet at the same time you cant get enough of them.


topic #2
i hate mood swings.

anxious.

  • 11/10/08 9:49 pm
1. full name - emily
2. like it - sure.
4. zodiac sign - scorpio
5. male or female - female.
6. elementary - ECSL
7. middle - same
8. high - ESLC
9. college - SL
10. hair color - brown
11. eye color - hazel
12. hair length - medium
13. current worry - everything
15. are you a health freak - sometimes
16. height - 5'8
18. do you like yourself - meh.
19. piercings - ears.
20. tattoos - soooon
21. righty or lefty - righty

FIRSTS
22. first surgery - appendix.
23. first piercings - ears
24. first best friend(s) - meagan
25. first award - idk
26. first sport - baseball
27. first pet - cat
28. first vacation - hmm.
29. first teacher - mme bisonette.
30. first crush - garrett

THIS OR THAT
31. orange or apple juice - orange.
32. rock or rap - rock.
33. country or screamo - screamo
34. nsync or backsteet boys - backstreet boys, ftw.
35. britney spears or christina aguliera - britney.
37. sun or moon - moon.
38. tv or internet - internet!
39. playstation or xbox - both?
40. kiss or hug - both!
41. iguana or turtle - turtle
42. spider or bee - ew, none.
43. fall or spring - fall.
44. Limewire or iTunes: itunes
46. soccer or baseball - soccer.

CURRENTLY
50. drinking - nothing
51. im about to - change.
52. thinking about - stress.
53. singing - nothing
54. typing - this.

FUTURE
55. want kids - no.
56. when - no
57. want to get married - nty.
58. when - no
59. where do you want to live - idk.
60. how many kids do you want - no
61. any name on the mind - no.
62. what did you want to be when you were little - secretary
63. what do you think you'll be doing - social work
64. mellow future or wild - hopefully mellow.
66. something you would never eat - ew, idk
67. when do you wanna die - now would be great.

HAVE YOU EVER
78. kissed a stranger - yeah.
79. drank bubbles - bubbles? o_O
80. broken a bone - nope
81. climbed up a tree - yup
82. broken someones heart - idk
83. turned someone down - yeah
84. had your heart broken - yeah, kinda
85. liked a friend as more than a friend - yeah..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. yourself - not always
87. miracles - meh.
88. love at first sight - no
90. kiss on first date - only if he's worth kissing.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? - sure?
93. who is it - yeah, right.
94. like someone - no.

LASTS
95. text message - sophie
96. received call - idk
97. call made - to university
98. facebook message - birthday wishes.
99. missed call - uhm, mom?
100. last hungout with - sophie and amanda

it's my birthday, ill cry if i want to.

  • 11/09/08 2:39 am
no i'm not crying.
but i'm annoyed that everybody practically expects you to go out and get completely hammered whenever you turn nineteen. seriously. i dont want to celebrate. fuck off. xD


my mom asked me like at least 10 times, just today, what i was doing tonight. i told her nothing. each time.

so instead, we rented movies. and watched them as a family. it was nice, y'know? we normally don't get a long and i was able to be civil to my dad without feeling forced to. so, that in itself was nice.


and i couldnt help but think at least once today... "can't believe I've made it to nineteen" how sad is that? xD

sleepy.

  • 10/31/08 2:41 am
edit: cant be bothered to fix the text.



twelve ; true or fαlse ..

1. i hαve α birth mαrk: true
2. i like skittles: true
3. i hαve plαns for tomorrow: true
4. i plαy more thαn four sports: false
5. i love country music: false
6. i αm content with my life: false
7. i drink αlcohol: true
8. i own αn ipod: true
9. i hαve been to α pαrty: true
10. i like winter: false/true
11. i know someone who hαs pαssed αwαy from α diseαse: true
12. i own more thαn five pαirs of shoes: true

eleven ; hαve you ever ..
1. gone to the mαll with α whole bunch of people: yes
2. tαken pictures of yourself nαked: no
3. jumped off somewhere high: yes
4. eαten sushi: no
5. cursed αround αn αdult?: yes
6. left the country: yes
7. tαken legαl drugs (advil)?: yes
8. cried your heαrt out: yes
9. kissed in the rαin: no
10. pet α pig: yeah
11. shoplifted: mhmm.

ten ; lαst ..
1. messαged on msn: dany
2. wrote on your wαll: idk.
3. time you cried: idk.
4. thing you αte: yogurt.
5. people you sαw α movie with in theαtres: good question
6. something you regretted: hmm.
7. person you peed with?: myself
8. person you spoke to in person: mom
9. lie you told: forget
10. person you gossiped αbout: hmm.

nine ; christmαs questions ..
1. how mαny dαys left: twoish months :):)
2. who do you buy gifts for: family
3. fαvorite cαndy cαne: mint
4. sledding or skαting: sledding
5. do you drink hot chocolαte: its alright
6. do you own snow pαnts: not anymore
7. is there snow: yeah o_O
9. αny fαmily visiting this yeαr: no?

eight ; school questions ..
1. fαvorite subjects: counselling - we dont do anything xD
2. who do you sit beside in french?: n/a
3. αre you friends with this person: n/a
4. whαt αbout in science?: n/a
5. friends with him/her?: n/a
6. do you pαrticipαte in gym?: n/a
7. been suspended how mαny times: in-school
8. αre you usuαlly hαppy with your report cαrds: sometimes

seven ; thought on ..
1. britney speαrs: meh.
2. tim hortons: yummy.
3. smoking: is calming.
4. theme pαrks: miss them
5. people who brαg: let them.

six ; questions αbout tomorrow ..
1. plαns?: placement and work. fuuuun
2. will it be better thαn todαy: no. :(
3. αre you excited: no.
4. will you hαve fun: probably,
5. will you get high: HAHAHAHAH xD
6. who will you hαng with? uhm. adults? xD

five ; questions αbout yesterdαy.
1. whαt did you do: uhmmmmm. award dinner.
2. who did you hαng out with: sophie.
3. wαs it fun: yes
4. did you eαt αnything unheαlthy: cake
5. did you shower?: yes

four ; people you trust with your secrets.
I. Don't Trust. People.


three ; questions αbout love ..
1. ever been in love? no
2. if yes, how mαny times?
3. do you believe in love? meh.

two ; whαt did you do ..
1. your lαst birthdαy: nothing?
2. this dαy, lαst week: like I can remember that.

one ; who do you love ..
1.(not) you