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Entry 021: New attutude on life...[bold]
Tuesday August 26, 2008
So I have been in a crappy mood for the last few weeks but have decided that needs to be changed. The stupid boy has been the main reason for the sour mood but I have whole new outlook on that situation now. Expect nothing and then I will never be dissapointed. If he decideds to be nice well then good, but if he goes back to his asshole, irresponsable ways, well then whatever. I really don't need him. So far it is working well. He came and hung out on Sunday night and everything was good. He then sent me a message on facebook that would have usually made me mad but I just let it go. So we will see if this helps our friendship. School started yesterday also. I was totally dreading it, but it was actually better than expected. I was suppose to work yesterday too but I gat an available so that was nice. I am still a terrible procrastinator though. I am suppose to be doing homework right now, but I'm not. I have to go to work this afternoon too. Speaking of work I was feeling totally burned out these last few weeks, to the point that I hated my job. But in my holistic nursing class yesterday the instructor said something that really changed my attitude. She said that everytime you walk into a patient's room you make a difference in their life. Which is totally true and made me love and appreciate my job again. Well I promised myself I would wourk on homework for a straight hour before work so I must go do that. Oh I went to the gym again this morning. Go me...two days this week! 020: I am beyond confused...[bold]
August 05, 2008[/bold]
Ok so he who shall not be named has made a reappearance. Remember how I said I was deleting him from my life? Yeah, didn't work out too well. So after the whole facebook thingI hadn't heard from him for about a week. He then calls me last Thursday but doesn't leave a voicemail. I was going home for the weekend so I didn't call him back and didn't really think about him again. Well then yesterday he calls and leaves a voicemail asking if I want to go to lunch with him. I of course didn't becuase I was in California, but I called him later that night but he never answered. So then tonight he calls me and says that he is on his way over to my house with pizza and a movie! WTF? I love how he doesn't ask if I want to do that, he is coming no matter what. Anyway he comes over and we eat pizza and watch the movie and the entire time it is totally awkward. He also has the nerve to say to me when I told him I went to California, "You never told me you were going to California!" Is he serious, right now. He hadn't talked to me for like a month but I am suppose to tell him when I am going to California? So after we finish watchingthemovie he is going to leave and I ask him if he is going to take the DVD with him. He says,"No, you can keep it." It was a brand new DVD. I seriously do not understand how he thinks. Ahhhhh, he makes my life so complicated. Well, I was going to update on the rest of my life but that will have to wait for another day because I am way too tired right now. 019: Yay, my internet is working![bold]
Wednesday July 23, 2008[/bold]
So we had a major thunderstorm this afternoon and ever since then the internet has been kaput. Sad day. The thunderstorm was crazy though. It only lasted about 1/2 an hour but we got 1/2 an inch of rain. I was watching the news and the freeway had about six inches of standing water on it because the drainage system wasn't working properly. Ooops. Anyway today was pretty boring. Nicole went on a bitch fit again. I seriously do not know what is wrong with that girl. Yesterday when we hung out and talked she acted like we were the best of friends. Then I wake up and find a note on the counter saying that we [bold][underline]need[/bold] to talk. So she calls me at about three and goes off about the air conditioning and the cat again. I seriously just sat there and rolled my eyes. She is ridiculous. Only four more weeks until Lacey is back. Thank goodness. In other news I got Rachel to cover my shift on the first. I also found a place to board Jack and made an appointement for him to get his shots tomorrow. So I am officially all set to go to Temecula. Bad thing is I have to work six days straight :[ Oh well I will survive and it will definately be worth it. I guess Paramore and Jacks Mannequin are playing in San Diego on the first. So my sister and I might go to that. Well, I better be off because I have to wake up at 8 am whether I want to or not! :] 018: You did not just do that?[bold]
Tuesday July 22, 2008[/bold]
OMG! Jack is outta control. I was goign to bed so I brought him upstairs and put him in the bathroom to go to bed. Well then I decided I had to go pee. So I go pee, stand up and the next thing I know Jack is head first in the toilet bowl. I hadn't even gotten a chance to flush yet. Gross, gross, gross. Basically only his feet got wet but I still had to put him in the sink to wash him off. Suprisingly he didn't seem to mind the water too much. Crazy gato! Anyway yesterday was a pretty good day. I was suppose to work from 3-11 but I got an available from 3-7. They then called around 5:30 asking if I wanted to be available for the rest of my shift. I said sure and left the house to go run a few errands. I just had this feeling they were going to call me back in though so I brough my scrubs and shoes with me. Well what do you know at 6:35 they call saying I am actually needed! So I worked four hours. It was a good night though. Other than that I didn't do too much. Nicole and I actually had a real conversation and she was suprisingly friendly. I honestly do not know what her deal is. Oh well I guess I can't complain today. I also booked my flight to fly to T-mec. I just need to find somewhere to board Jack while I am gone. Pretty pathetic my own roomate won't look after him for four days. Ughhh. I am so excited to go home though. Well, I am going to go to sleep. I did pretty well waking up at 9:30 this morning. My goal for tomorrow is 9:15. We will see how I do. ~Day 2~[bold]Monday July 21, 2008 [bold]What I Ate Today 1/2 cup cottage cheese: 90 calories
1 medium peach: 38 calories lettuce: 30 calories "beef" crumbles: 80 calories corn and beans: 110 calories salsa: 10 calories cheddar cheese: 40 calories 100 calorie snack pack: 100 calories 1 large apple: 110 Lemon bar: 160 12 oz Vanilla Coke Zero: 0 calories 12 oz water: 0 calories Total calories: 738 calories |
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