zoebabe123 , 26

oh dear... lol ok well if u dont know me and shane broke up on 21st.... oh well
ok i liked this other guy(for like ever) and well now im single and blah.... we are going tp rom together, i called him and asked him to go to my prom, and he was like sure! kool uh!? well anywayz.... i really liked this guy for awhile but im im starting to not like this guy anymore. sad? yeah and i need someone else to keep my attention but i cant find any guys!!?!?! ughhhh

hey! well guess where i was last night? i went to the poison and cinderella concert with shane! yeah he picked me up at 5:30 and we headed for gso coliseum. i met his mom last night for the first time. she's wild, lol. but anywayz, she decided to sit on the floor and me and shane sat together on the 1st level on JJ. lol great seats. i could see everything. i had a great time with him. u could really see.... him. how he is. he was so excited to be there. the tickets were $30 a piece. not bad. but yeah, he was singing and just.... being shane. haha. i didnt know any of the songs. but it was nice. being with him. during the show, he put his arm around me :) and stuff like that. it was sweet. after the show though... haha his mom went off with some guys to try to get back stage. well me and him decide to stay in the car. we flirted the WHOLE TIME. haha, it was lovely. i took off my shoes and we both put our seats back. he put his feet up on the dashboard and so did i. we just kinda "love tapped" each other the WHOLE TIME. he's hit me, id hit him back, playfully. it was cute. he'd hit me and move and i'd miss and he was like " oh strike one" haha, he made it into a game, it was cute. he'd pretend like he wasnt listening to me by snoring. so i did it 2. i couldnt snore. haha. he picked on me about that and everything else. i so would have kissed him... but i didnt have the guts. it was so perfect timing. haha oh well still no kiss, but i got my fingers crossed. i really like being with him. like really...... before i dunno it was if'y. now.... i know. i really like him, i like being with him, i like talking to him. everything. he's boyfriend material! he's a doll. i smile everytime i think of him. and i blush, could ya blame me?? haha i want to get some pictures of me and him. lots of them. i never did that. get pictures with guys i dated. i need to get more done. this time i am! well anywayz... just wanted to share... bye!

wow.... what a week. school is great. no problems there. im happy. work.... great. easier actually. the kids are good and everything is... great. lol what can i say. well me and shane.... great. lol. he took me to lunch friday afternoon. we went to chick-fil-a. it was nice, we talked and, i was just glad to see him. i really do have a good time when im with him. which is great. graham isnt very happy with the situation. oh well.... he's concerned. thats graham for ya. he came by my work, when i was getting off on friday to say hey to everyone. :) so thats nice. yeah then me and him and steph stayed there talking until 8:30 and then i went home, dropped off my car and we went to dinner and putt putt. it was fun. im glad stephanie went. it would have been kinda hard for me. being alone with him and stuff. we had fun though. shane beat us both, i came last place. hey i tried, right?! well on the way there... i made a move on him. i played with him hair. stephanie drove, shane sat in the front with her, and i sat in the back. so yeah i took his hat and i just started to play with his hair. :) i dunno what he thought of it though, he didnt really say. well anyway the next day me and him went to the mall (saturday). he hasnt been to the mall... in YEARS! so i took him to the nascar store **racing country**. god his jaw dropped. lol he was just in awe. :) i was so happy that he was happy to be there. we walked around the whole mall, just looking around. i even made another move. i grab his arm... and held on to it. it was nice. so then i drop him off at home and i go home and just lay down and then later he picks me up to go to the races. last one of the season, yippie. well it was SO boring. lol. so yeah that wasnt any fun. so we left half way through and we went to the movies to see Austin Powers 3. he had never seen it before. i had, he loved it. lol im happy he loved it. he couldnt stop laughing. well then he took me home and it was like 12. he stayed in his car for about an hour and a half, i didnt come in the house until 1:45. lol we talked... about everything. he was spilling it all. he kinda got sad about how he doesnt know his dad and how he doesnt know who he is and what he is. i felt so bad for him. then to lighten the mood... he tells me he has a 3rd nipple. lol how cute. that is kinda odd, but hell im not perfect either. we just talked though about everything. he still hasnt kissed me...... or held my hand or hugged me. but...... hopefully it will come soon. we'll see. im supposed to go over there today. to watch the races. lol yippie, nascar! oh well im going to go. bye!

hey! my do i have alot to tell ya. alright. friday night:

i get home about 5:30, i got off of work at 5, :) so i got home early, and i was ready by 6:30. i called him and told him i was ready and he said he'd pick me up at 7. he was there at 7 and we left to wendy's to meet up with Jamie and his g/f, tracy. well we got there and Jamie wasnt there yet. so we waited and then one of Shane friends pulled in, so he started talking to him and then another came and all of them were talking. i just sat in the car and smiled, lol. yeah.. go me! alright, well Jamie gets there, and we head to greensboro to pick up the movie tickets before dinner. me and shane talked alot... about nothing. well we get the tickets and then we go to steak and shake. it was pretty good. we all talked and laughed and everything. it was cute. well we ended up staying in there for like an hour and a half because the movie didnt start until 9:40. so then we head to the movie. and so far the night is going good. im not nervous or anything, which is good. well we go in, wait about 10 minutes and then go sit down, and we had good seats. well i had my feet propped up on the seat iin front of me, and then these people come seat in that seat, well the seat infront of shane is empty, so i put my feet on there, and he jokingly was like, "no, no way" lol and i was like "yeah" and we kinda just smiled at each other. well we talked a bit, jokingly picking on each other and then the movie starts. lol there was one part where i jumped and he was all like "calm down girl" lol i was like "shut up" lol ... well anyways the movie was good. i loved it, i would see it again. then we left and went our own way. we got ot my house and we stayed out in my drive way for an hour talking. it was nice. lol. we talked aboout everything, it was sweet. so then he leaves..... i go to bed... very simple night. no kiss, no holding hands, no hugs.... just us being us... like we were at work.

saturday:

i went and got my hair highlighted(it looks great). i love it. well anyways i went on a major shopping spree! bought some pants, tops, purse, shoes.... everything! well anyways, at 6:30 shane calls me to see if im ready.. i was and he was like "well im not, ill be there at 7:15" so he came at 7:15, met my mom and ricky and we left to go to wendy's to meet up with michael and jamie and their dates.
god... michael... lol he really was looking good. ill give him plenty of credit. he looked good in his cowboy hat and boots and pants... ok ok .... enough! ok so we go to the races. well actually the boys decide to race on the way there. mike and jamie had trucks and shane with the geo. so yeah.. they beat us. but we got there and i was so.. scared, thought id do something wrong. well he piad my way in, (1.00) it was ladies night, lol. so we get there, i meet the other guys there, shanes friends, and then we walk around a bit. nothing really exciting happened. but later in the night, shane started to flirt with me. lol wow! yeah, he couldnt stop smiling, so i bet him he couldnt keep a straight face for 20 seconds. god.. he couldnt do it. it was.... cute. i really like him though. oh guess what, me and shane were talking and i found out he doesnt dip anymore! he quit! yippie! so thats good. i saw alot of people at the races that i knew, i ddint talk to them though. oh well. anyways, we left about 11, and we headed to wendy's. we were there.. god 5 mintues and then left. everyone was there, just parked and talking, so that was interesting. well anyways then we decde to leave because it got boring. so he takes me home and we were talking the whole way there. then we get to my house and we were in the driveway talking for about 5-10 minutes, and then i got out and came inside. it was another simple night. nothing happened. lol oh well... it will eventually come.

me and shane were going to do something today, but he just wanted to stay home, so that was fine, i had to go get school supplies and go to borders and stuff, so i mean i still had a rough day. but anyways... tomorrow is the FIRST day of school. im ready, i picked out my clothes, packed my bookbag and everything. im am ready to go!!!!! im excited but scared. oh well..... i guess we'll see what happens!!

hey! well yesterday afternoon, i had lunch with shane :). it was nice. this is what happened:

ok everyone at work was going out together, i didnt go because i told shane to come for me at 12. they were going at 11. so i stay back with the newbies. there are more, 3 others. totally of 5 newbies. so i put on my make-up all nice and did my hair, since there was no one there to scream at me. lol my my. well around 11:50, shane comes through there, with his music blasting, and all the kids are going crazy. they are all like "shane came to see us".... um.... not... lol oh well. so i waited like.. 10 mintues before i went up there. i was able to go, sergiy was back, but still. so i waited, hoping someone would walk up there with me. lol thats didnt happen. oh well. so i walk up there, nervous as hell. i wasnt nervous earlier, but my god..... this was just an overload of anxiety. so i clock out and amanda was like ,"u didnt go to first lunch?" and i was like "no i got someone picking me up and taking me to lunch" and she was like "who who who, a guy", i said
"yeah" and she was like "let me see him, please, please" ad i was like... "you have seen him all summer" and she was like "SHANE?!?!" and i was like "yeah" (giggling and everything) and then Laura Moretz comes in the front door (she is best friends with shane). she goes "he's waiting for u in the shade" and i was like "who" and she goes, "u know who" lol well my god! so i was smiling, but as i walked out the door i realized i had to put on a serious face. well here comes stephanie crigler and goes " i didnt know u and shane were together" DEAR GOD! give me a frickin break here! so i was all giggly again. so i had to start over, re-adjust, and be calm. lol so i walk over to the car, so so nervous... i swear i could have turned around and runned. but i didnt, i walked like everything was cool, got in and was like hey. he said "hey, so where u want to go" i was like "where u want". so we talked a bit on the way there and we ended upp gonig to wendy's. that was nice. we talked the whole time about everything and nothing. i found out he dips& he doesnt like gum. well.... there it goes for smelly breath. but maybe it isnt so bad, u know? cigarettes smell very good on him for some odd reason :) who knows. but went he came to drop me off, he came inside with me to write down directions to the career center (i had open house last night). so he walked me in, and he wrote the direction and then he was like ill see ya and i was like thanks alot, talk to u later. i talked to him last night online. lol god, there is something about him. he wanted me to go with him to the beach, lol on sunday. he was leaving at 6 in the morning and coming back that night. well i told him i couldnt because i got school on monday and who knows what time we'd come back. he seems so excited for me to meet his parents. im afraid for him to meet my mom. lol. she was going to meet him before we went on our date, but she wont be home so on saturday she wants to meet him. but yeah... i dunno, he makes me smile like crazy, there is something there :) hopefully i dont screw it up by being so picky. lol.

oh yeah daniel young, yesterday, he asked me for my number. lol so i gave it to him, me and him were talking and stuff and tyler salvetti was there like "oohhh its your girlfriend"and blah blah, we just smiled. lol so he called me last night, but i told him i was just aboout to take a bath, if i could talk to him tomorrow. lol i was actually talking to shane. i really like daniel. very nice guy, kinda i like. kinda dorky, sweet, do anything for a girl. very polite. but i want to try something new. someone..... sweet but dangerous. lol shane. lol so i guess we'll see how tonight goes and ill write abotu it tomorrow! bye